18 May I am asking
I am asking prayer for my marriage next month will be 7 years married but it’s broken right now… For the last few years I have broken my wife… from being hooked on pornography to breaking her emotionally. I have never been able to communicate or show my emotions except for anger… I come from from a broken family and I took that anger out on her from calling her names to putting her down I know what I was doing wasn’t right I just let my pride and ego get in the way and we have 3 beautiful children and they always see us fight. I grew up going to church and was close to god I just strayed away. We’ll she had an affair and I found out… it hurt and I didn’t know what to do but I forgave her and want to fix our marriage. I know with God all things are possible. I have been tryin to get right with god and we’ve been together since high school and been through so much I can’t just give up on us… I don’t want our children to go through what I’ve gone through I love my wife and she said she doesn’t love me the same anymore but I know with gods help and prayer I believe she can find that love for me again I’m doing my best to change from getting closer to god and helping with the kids and around the house no matter how tired I am from work I won’t give up on our marriage and I know god can restore it so please keep me, My wife Astrid and our children in prayer. Thank you god bless.